Count Your Blessing

It's funny that my previous post is about break up. Okay, we went back together. Don't want to mention the details. But, that it is. :)

Thanks god for everything that happen in my life recently.

Thank you :

when there's someone surprise you with movie ticket when u thought that he already forgot about it. 

when there's someone who volunteer to wash your used utensil after u finish your lunch

when there's someone who bought ice-cream at late night for you because you're craving for it. 

when there's someone who found out that you had a haircut and even your bff can't see the difference. 

when there's someone who hug you really tight when you know you've to overcome a lot of stress. 

Thank you. 

Memories kills.

Too much. Just too much for me to remember. All the memories we had together. It's just too much. Idk if I can handle more. Please, left me alone. Stop calling me and talk like nothing had happen. If u wanna get me back, just tell. Don't say that u call me just for chat. Just go fuck yourself. Idk how am I going to chat with u like nothing had ever happen. Who do u think you are? Meet each other everyday is already damn miserable. Don't makes things worse. Thank you.

Why people always tends to share their sadness instead of their happiness? Or maybe just me? Things that I keep saying was, I'm okay. Everything will become better. Yea, it'll be. I love my life. I didn't hate it. Even though I did envious & jealous those who get to uni. But I know it's better for me to stay like this. I'm not sad anymore. Just that feeling u know, someone suddenly pulling out from your life. Someone that used to be your everything. Controlling all your mood. Anything he do may makes you laugh like there's no tomorrow. Or maybe something he say unconsciously can makes u felt so irritating and angry. This is what girls always do. Idk what I should continue with this post. -__-' Maybe next time. I should get back to blog. This feeling is good. :D

One year?

Oh gosh, I've lost passion on blogging. It's already been 1 year. I mean, why I'm so passionate in the past. I would rush back home to blog about something to me on a particular day. LOL Maybe I'm growing older? Maybe there's too much social networking on smartphone? Or maybe I got not much memorable things after I graduate. Maybe I don't want to reveal myself that much. You know when u start growing mature, u know what should say and what shouldn't. CRAP bye.